Wednesday, May 31, 2006
Shit.
I screwed up today's paper.
IT stuff is juz not my cup of tea.
Let's hope all goes well for the next two paper.
I screwed up today's paper.
IT stuff is juz not my cup of tea.
Let's hope all goes well for the next two paper.
Tuesday, May 30, 2006
Tomorrow's the BIG day!
Good luck guys!~
Good luck guys!~
Saturday, May 27, 2006
I have to write this, though i don't wish to talk about it anymore. Since u have said wad u wanna say, i have a say in it too.
Firstly, i don't hate any of u guys, i was juz pissed at that time where u said things that were realli mean. U know it yourself and u didn't even apologise. Never mind about that, but in the first place, u dont even know why we made that choice. There was a reason behind it, and that is not liking a couple being together and avoiding them. Why should we even avoid them when they're our friends for the past few sems. And yes, i admit that i was pretty uncomfortable from the start coz it was so sudden and i bet u guys felt it too. But i wasn't even avoiding them in the first place, at least i still treated them as a friend which in the end, i slowly got used to them being together. I mean, how can u dislike someone juz becoz they got together, im sure the both of them were uncomfortable too, knowing that there are many pple that dislike them juz becoz they got together? Love is something that u cannot control and its not their fault for liking each other. What is wrong with that??
Secondly, i wasn't the one who called him up to beg him to come back to our group. He had a reason to leave our group in the first place - he was pissed. And the reason is becoz he feels that we were avoiding him - which is true. Moreover, he found out that we actualli confronted the third party (which i didn't even know) to join our group without even consulting him first. This u cannot blame him, any of us will be pissed too.
So the both of us called them and try to clear things up by letting him know that we as a group, were not avoiding him. We juz felt that they needed time alone as a couple, hoping that we could still work as a group together. But he didn't buy that and he said he didn't want to work with them anymore, so he suggested that the 4 of us juz work together as a group. Both of us were in a difficult position not knowing wad to do so we told him that we'll talk about it tml with the rest before we made our decision. At that point of time, we didn't agree to join his group, coz we thought that we could all talk together to clear things up and we also thought about u guys. On that day itself, the four of us were seated in the middle at the start of the lesson, when both of them came in, it was obvious that they didn't want to sit with us so they sat at the back. During lesson, he told me that it was no point talking to them coz they already made it clear to us and i did try to coax him to listen to what they have to say first but he didn't find the need to. So, he asked us if we wanted to join the both of them and we did think about the 'follower/innocent' so we suggested to include him so that u guys can at least work in 5 not 6, but he didn't want to.
I know she muz be hurt now for being a person whom she is, but she is not the onli one. Also, i didn't made my decision becoz of love or good grades. U can hate him for all u want, but he onli chose to shout at her not bcoz of how u guys are condemning me, but bcoz she banged the table. U should know that nobody likes to be challenged.
After all that i've said, its not that we didn't cared about u guys working in 6s and stuff, we did cared. If we didn't, we wouldn't even be bothered to suggest to talk about it the next day before making the decision. And also, it comes to a point where u guys dun wanna split anymore bcoz u all thought that we backstabbed u by working with him in order to get good grades. I mean if we didn't even avoid him in the start, everything will be ok, don't u think? Im not siding anyone now, everyone has their own mistakes. Its juz so sad that things turned it this way.
Friday, May 26, 2006
_Movie Mania_
Da Vinci Code - Mon, 22 May
X-men - The Last Stand - Wed, 24 May
Da Vinci Code - Mon, 22 May
X-men - The Last Stand - Wed, 24 May
Okie, maybe i shouldn't be watching that much movie in a week, especially when exams are onli a few days away. But its a way to relieve the stress that we're all going through now, im sure u guys can understand that.
Looking back at the entries/pictures/videos a few months ago, somehow i miss those times where, we, as a group hanging out together in school, doing silly things and talkin about the funniest thing u could ever think of. Come to think of it, those were one of the happier times that we shared as a group. But whatever it is, the memories still remains there and im glad i could look back at the video to recall of the happy moments in the past. =)
Wednesday, May 24, 2006
7 more days to my exams.
Time flies!
Time flies!
Monday, May 22, 2006
Yesterday's session of ktv was a new experience for me - tryin to learn to sing chinese songs which i have never done before. No one would ever believe that i could do it, but im still trying. hhaha. I couldn't even complete a single sentence, skippings words that i could not read. But it sounded so weird and its juz so frustrating at the same time. oh well, they should realli come up with songs which include 'han yun pin ying'. I think it would be so much better. But nevertheless, im not gonna give up! Remember wad i said baby, u'll be the first one to hear me sing my ever first chinese song =)
Saturday, May 20, 2006
This is for you darl.. hehe!
